april 6, 2003

date w/ destiny

in the shower last monday morning, i realized that i want to become a therapist.

it's the first realistic, concrete professionalesque goal that i've ever had -- nervous excitement in my belly to begin going to school again, i feel incredibly positive/anxious to learn. rooting around on the web for pointers in the right direction, the course descriptions of psychology programs around the world are titillating.

a variety of catalysts could be named, but i think it really came down to a mid-washing moment of clarity, thinking "my meaning is the intimacy of understanding."

april 3, 2003

emit\ecaps

ah, love, you little bitch.